ANGEL AND DEMON

It’s been forth month I’m here. Working from Monday to Saturday, 8:30am to 6pm, sometime till 10pm, or even no rest at all on Sunday or public holiday. This is my life, my new chapter of life. It neither has any attracting or breathtaking opening that will keep you go through the whole story; nor is the storyline full of controversy, action, romance, horror, comedy or even Si-Fi. It all happen so smooth, steady n slowly, like the flow of stream. Never too fast, never too slow; and day comes, day goes.

Sometime I will think, am I really wished for a life like this? I’m just in my mid 20s. Isn’t this life kinda too early and too ‘old’ for me? I’m doubt. I got a nice job with a promising future. I have a good mentor which can’t wait to train me as good as him. The salary is good compare to the standard of living here. But how come I still fell there’s something missing here? I wish I know the answer. Perhaps, I knew the answer, just I ignore it.

I’m surrounded with a bunch of strange people. Some of them feel so good when talking bad about people. Some, always give advice which they will never practice. Some are so cowardly like he will sentence to death if he’s not doing exactly what other people are doing. Some seems so concern but actually not. Some even believe promise is made to be break.

Human being is such a complicated organism. Even staying under the same roof doesn’t make you closer. Perhaps, if we take out the brain from the human, things will turn out just fine. Man will act follow their pure heart, not the trick inside their head anymore. Life will be much easier and harmony.

Anyway, I believe if there’s no darkness, we will never know what light bring us. If we don’t have the ugliness among people, how can we determine the angels hidden in the crowd? To all the angels out there, life will never be the same without you. THANK YOU.

I miss all my angels a lot.

Am I your angel?

REACHING THE SKY

IS FESTIVE SEASON AGAIN

To people who travel around all these times, it reminds them is time to go back to their origin. For some other people, it means a long vacation where they can spend with their other half or friends. Others, it will be a moment of peace to relax and recharge oneself from the stressful daily routine.

For me....

I got a home to go back, but I'm still in this empty house.
I got my other half waiting for me, but I still keep her waiting.
I got long lost friends to share my story with, but I still having the coffee alone.
I got so many things to do¡­. Just that... I'm still here.

Is festive season.

Perhaps, it's just another Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday...

I wish you were here. I miss you.

THE WORLD BEST CREAM PUFF

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And of course, me!!!

Burrp!!! **Sound of Satisfaction**

THE RETURN

It's been long, and I know it. Never imagine I'll pick up blogging again after all this time. I wonder will this be a good news to others. At least I hope it won't turn out to make people feel sick about it.

Is like yesterday I'm still busy looking for job, fooling with my friends that if we can't find one, we gonna become police or simply selling pirated vcd. And now, I'm now making a living on my own and currently spending my 3rd month salary. From a guy who required concentrating just on the study and waiting for the cash from Dad, I'm now evolved to a man who need to work hard for the sake of money. It's always about the money. This is the beginning of surviving in this society.

People most probably say: "study is always the best". This may be true. But for me, it's not too bad for earning some money using your own effort and time. I find satisfaction in able to live all by myself, support myself and even my family. This is the first time I felt I'm an adult. Of course, it's not easy to be one of them, there's always responsible to bear and commitment to keep.

Sometime I would find it difficult to live a life like this. I'm in a totally new place, surrounded by people I never meet before. I'm a stranger here, so are them to me. A good friend of mine always asks me to go north. He said there are more familiar faces, there's life over there. I really appreciate his suggestion and caring, but I think I would prefer support from you more than anything else. I can't simply run away from the unknown. I need to change myself to suit the place, and change this place to suit me. Who knows, what await me?!

My dog passed away last month. I forgot when was we first brought him into our family. But I always remember how brilliant he was to open the main gate all by himself every time he came back from outside. The day he passed away, my little brother was crying on the phone. I can understand him completely; as we just lost someone we loved. We miss him.

Family is always what I treasure the most, especially after I started working, I miss them even more. It's like everyone can't wait to go back to their home right after work, accept me. I would rather work for an extra couple hours for extra pocket money rather than going back my house with my PC and radio accompany me. Sometime I feel sad about this, but I did really appreciate friends who really show their concern to me from time to time. They are one of the best things happen in my new life. Thanks to them, I still able to do something that once I wish to give up long ago. Life is always beautiful; learn to see it from different angle.

Sharing some beautiful moment~~

The Orientation

My Convocation

BY's Orientation & Trip to Ipoh

The Gathering